let me introduce myself

Hello. i dont want this to sound like some sort of a mission statement or anything, but it might end up that way. i decided to start this blog after someone hinted towards it at dinner one night. i have a lot of writting that ive done mostly poetry and stuff in regards to loss of love and overwhelming emotion. hence the title of my blog "a new motivation." i went through a rough time for about 8-9 months 4 of them being horrible and starting to get better now. i struggled with finding myself and what i wanted in life and how i was going to get out of the hole i was in. i will be posting a poem a day and hopefully by the end i will have some more happy things to right about. i will try to post them in order of dates they were written so you can see the way my mood and feelings had changed throughout the entire process. this is a little weird for me because only a few people have seen or heard the things ive written so be nice.