It hit me hard on December 24
Found myself lying on the floor
The weight became to heavy
I can't take this anymore
I'm missing something tearing me apart
From the inside out I hate this part
Drown myself in wasted time
Drag to drag rendered sublime
The time spent drinking
The time spent thinking
Smoke away the thoughts of sinking
Drown myself contemplating
A sequence of events playing through my head
Drink away the pain of you until those thoughts are dead
Project my pain into this glass
There's no point living in the past
Take this drink and gulp it down
Tonight's the night I choose to drown
OUCH... I'm sorry you went thru such heart ache. It hurts my heart to read such despair from you. On the brighter note, you definetly can write... I love you, Mom
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